Today is two big days smushed together into one hugely busy yet all too meaningful day.Read More
"I'm just mad. I'm so mad. I'm so mad at God."
"I just thought--I really believed that the finish line would be worth it. I've been waiting and banking everything on the finish line being worth it."Read More
It's 3:18am, am I having a heart attack? I feel like I'm exploding, I'm going to lose it. I'm already losing it. I think I might be having a heart attack, like a real heart attack. Maybe I should wake Austin up, I think something is wrong. But he has to be up so early and work so late. Maybe I'm just losing my mind. Maybe I'm finally breaking under all the pressure. My jittery hands come up to my pounding chest.
I've lost it.Read More
Our car pointed west, we entered the I-80 on ramp and just like that Iowa was a part of our past.Read More
This is where I start. This is where our story unfolds for the glory of the Almighty God. Last night, I made the grave mistake of getting my news via Facebook and I closed my browser feeling frankly, less human. Or I guess....more human, that disgusting, depressing, depraved part of my flesh--that's what my Facebook newsfeed highlighted. I went on with my night with a looming sense of "What can be done?"Read More